39 weeks...

Today I am 39 weeks pregnant.  I am excited and a little on the scared side too.  I have all the typical things running through my head:  "What if I can't handle 2 children?", "What if something goes wrong during labor?", "What if I never go into labor spontaneously and I have to have another C-Section?", "What if, what if, the sky starts falling?".  Blah, blah, blah.  *sigh*  It's tiring just thinking about it!  I know I need to just trust in God, I do.  I just need to trust a little bit more apparently.

I am tired.  I nap during the day during "quiet time" and I sleep at least 8 hours at night.  I feel like a lazy bum.  I know this is typical for end of pregnancy,  but I feel lazy none-the-less.

Little Zachary has found this cool new thing to do at the end of the day when he is most active.  He stomps or pulls or hits these nerves that run from my groin down the inside of my leg.  He will hit these nerves so hard it nearly knocks my feet out from under me.  I can no longer drive as I am not 100% certain when he will get the hankerin' to really get going on me.  It's VERY painful and frustrating because it makes it to where I can't walk around and get things done, on top of the not being able to drive thing.

Ok, ok, enough whining about pregnancy related issues.  I SWORE I would not do it...but, there it is.  I am done now. 

I am SO very excited to meet my little man.  I am so VERY blessed to have such a 'normal' pregnancy.  I am so VERY blessed to have such an wonderful and understanding, helpful and loving husband.  I need to focus more on THESE things.